i'm kinda bummed

i mean..we get a 3 day weekend, and i still can't really do anything. i asked to go to Great America, but then we found out they're shut down. My bf said 6 Flages, but im going there for Choir in a few weeks. My dad suggested the beach, but the water and everything is just way too cold. Then my mom tells us since she just had her week of vacation from work, and then she just went back.. she only has 1 day of work off this week. She normally gets 2 days off. So we could have done something. But no, she only gets Sunday. So Sunday i am going with her for the day and we are going Valentines Day shopping. Thursday i was bed ridden because as many people know, i pulled a musscle in my back; threw my back out. So i came home and just sat in a warm shower, or had my back massaged. My bf stayed the night as usual, but he went to work with my dad this morning. So i am stuck at home with my mom while she cleans, and im in pain. I have done all my HW already today and i think im just gona go shower. My mom has work @ 5 today though.. and i think my bf stays the night again tonight, but he goes home tomorrow morning for sure my parents said. So today i guess just like always im going to just lay around with my bf. Ohh, and th epulled musscle pain went away, but now the pain is up in my neck, and i have a kink. Isn't my weekend wonderful? Gah, Thursday was whatever. But now Friday i am just laying around in pain, without my bf, alone. This sucks. And tomorrow, i get to do the same shit because i doubt anyone can chill :/ no one ever can. So i was busy Thurs, & im busy Sun.. But 2day, and Sat.. just not the business :/ I'm in pain, bored, alone, & blahh.. fuhhhhk. I wish we had more shit to do. The movies is boring. I don't like to bowl much. Going out to a resturant is blah. The mall is busy & i gota save my $$$ for Vday anyways. Theres no street fair, or any event going on this weekend. Gah... Manteca is pretty gay!

sooo

today.
school.
meet up with an old friend.
picked up a friend.
went to Woodward.
dance practice.
friends house.
home.
English HW.
C.W Blog.
now i need to write those 6 pages.
then get dinner.
and shower.
straighten my hair..
crash.
try living my day.

hmm well i have had a horrible past 2 days

everything has just gone wrong and i hate it. i absolutely can not wait for this weekend. i am in lack of sleep so much.. even as i sit here and write this i am falling asleep. at work i literally just fell over and fell asleep. i just hate this week, it is honestly 1 of the worst weeks of my life. i have been awake like 13 hours or so and i am exhausted, even though i have stayed awake longer.. fitigue? ha that isn't powerful enough :P my eye lid has been fucking twitching for like a week straight and it's irritating the piss outa me D: anyways.. Oh! and nope, my Math For Business grade is still maintained @ an A, so i stayed @ a 4.0, and still am(: BUT, i think i did go down this time because i had another test.. it pisses me off that i always maintain perfect grades untill literally the day before progess reports.. i have maintained a 4/0 since Dec, and now it's gonna go down right before progess reports.. ughhh pisses me off. they better stay there!!!!

ayee,

WELL, 2DAY:
i went to school
then took care of my boyfriend
and after maybe 30mins of takin care of my sick baby): i had to leave to go to dance practice..
dance practice
Samantha's
now Samantha is over.
It's 9:09 and we just chillin lol...
she ate dinner @ home and now im eatin(:
Corn Dogs, fries, & water<3 yummy.
lol.
she stayin the night..yeee!!!!!! :D
well, ima finish eatin and get to bed after we watch a movie.
ima pass out by 10 i think? lol.
HELLA tired..
ugh, i have work tmrw, BUT 2mro is mine and my bf's lovely 7 months<333333333

i got nothing

i honestly have nothing to write about right now but i have to in order to obtain my grade. ohh, i know what i could write about! i could write about how i was mainting a 4.0 for a few weeks and i think it just went down to a 3.8 because of 1 class, Math For Business; the test was what did it. I hope that i can get it back up because i have never gotten above a 3.3, and i would like to. it's my goal. or maybe a 3.8 at least.. but nothing lower!!!!

:(

Well I hate when we fight because he has such anger and stuff. I never pick fights but he always gets so mad at ever thing that I do. He blows up and gets mad. I understand that he has anger problems but gosh. Oh and I see where he gets it from.. Because of his family. Like right now everyone in his family is arguing. The oldest brother is arguing calling his little sister a hoe and saying she is dumb and shiett and hella fat. And she is tellin him that since he is 20 he needs to go and find his own house instead of living here with them. Which he should but still. And Chava talks shit with the older brother saying the older brothers room smells like ass and they trying to blame it on Raul. Raul and I just sit here quietly watching Cheech and Chong.. I'm glad that I'm not in this family.

uhmmm i haven't done this in so long

well, i'm sorry if no one cares, but i certainly do.
it has gotten to the point, i officially don't see you anymore.
Mon, Wed; dance practice, then practice iwht Samantha, then homework, shower, bed.
Tues, Thurs; work, singing rehersal, homework, shower, bed.
Fri; singing rehersal with other group, homework, shower, bed.

i try to have you stay the night on Friday nights, and then spend all Saturday with me.
but it doesn't always work out.
i'm to the extent of getting up earlier to be at your house by 6:45 so i can spend 30mins with you before i go to school- since you branched off to Calla ): i hate this, and i hope it doesnt last much longer.