okay so

i just finished writing the 6 pages of outside writing that i totally forgot to do.. i had so much jomework to do today!
first i had to write my final draft with my works cited for my English essay for Mrs. Silva's class.
then i had to write the 6 pages for this class. blog. and comment.
i also had math homework.

i now have to go and get ready for my concert thats @ 7, but i have to leave @ 6.
i have to go pick up my friend and boyfriend before that. get gas. all that good stuff.

oh and charge my dead phone.

ugh tonight when i get home i hear a shower calling my name, and then my sweet, good ol' bed<3

haven't done this in like 2 weeks lol.

well i guess i'll just say that i had an interesting day.

English class went by the slowest it seems it ever has for me.
Creative Writing did suprisively as well.
Then in my T.A class i was mad because on the first day back she had me doing hella shit. I have to go run 2 bins out to the recycle. Then i had to help pass out papers. Then she made me clean her nasty ass counters off, which took for ever and got me dirty. Help Mr.G's class. And grade all her calendars. Oh, and wash out garbage bins. She never ever has me do this much, and now all of a sudden on the 1st day back she springs all this on me? wow.
4th per(Choir)- I couldn't even sing because i'm still getting over having the flu, and my throat is crap lol.
5th per9Art-Also the same teacher i am a T.A for) She had me pick up her mess and finish grading the calandars.. she told me the T.A job caries over.. whatever
M.F.B- all of a sudden he cracked down today and started being mean. he for 1ce didn't let use listen to music, use your phones, go on the internet, play games, or even talk.. jeeze Bolding! what got into you?
then after school this big ol' drama thing happened..a fight..blah blah blah
i came home and seen my mom right before work, said hi to my bf for maybe 5mins, then he left back to work with my dad. and then i went to work.
now im at home blogging and i just want to lay down. im sooo tired. all i want is my bf, and my bed haha.
i gota go take a shower, blow dry and straighten my hair, get my stuff ready for school tomorrow, then i have plans with him(:
byeee.

i don't know how you do it

no matter how mad i am at you.
no  matter how upset you make me.
no matter how much i've cried over you.
no matter how much you irritate or annoy me.
no matter how much we fight or argue.
no matter what we say or do.
and i am still completely in love with you.
and your kiss is different.
your kiss calms me, and makes me breathe.
the way you hold me neck, or my head. the way you lightly brush your fingers across my face and put our foreheads together. then way you put your finger under my chin and point my head up as you lean down. you're the only 1 i let touch my face, and it's for this reason. your kisses are like no other, and they just take my breath away!
it's even cuter when you kiss my forehead, or the tip of my nose(:
i love you Raul<3

fuck that

i can't believe this.
i knew you'd ditch me, you've been doing that alot lately.
but we made plans today, it was our 8 months.
and you just left.
i can't believe you; i hate our relationship.

i'm tired of it

I'm tired of the fighting between us. I know things happen, and we get angry. And i know there are misunderstandings. I let them all go because i don't want to argue or fight. But you? You insist on keeping the grudge. You keep the mistake lingering and can't forgive. you are always forgiven, but you never forgive. I don't get it, and wish the forgiveness was recipricle. Really. I hate it.

"Thank You For Smoking" ......

what a name for a T.V show, right?
haha random anyways...
so today i wrote about a list of things that i hate/dislike--
i will be adding to the list, listing 50 more things;
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1. pencils
2. video games
3. my dad
4. the smell of baby shit/the view of it too
5. REAL orange juice, & REAL lemonade
6. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
7. Barney
8. open doors
9. alarms
10. Ty food
11. Burger King
12. Arbey's
13. action movies
14. really long nails
15. babies crying
16. throw up
17. cramps
18. periods
19. pads
20. girls who don't do there makeup
21. apple & cherry pie
22. wine
23. beer
24. cigs
25. grey colored duct tape
26. 2 Pak
27. Mac Dre
28. Andre Nickotina
29. Westerns
30. when restuarants only give a few packets of whatever
31. liars
32. cheaters
33. when cats spray
34. skunks
35. disorganization
36. non cleanliness
37. when ppl dip crackers in water
38. day time
39. lights
40. ppl against gays/lez's
41. niggers
42. anything besides thongs
43. B.O
44. greasy hair
45. non shaved boyfriend
46. ear wax
47. ppl in costumes!!!!
48. girls sneakers
49. ppl that live here & cant speak English
50. a dead phone

Maury..

quite the show.
this show is so crazy and chaotic.
i'm watching an episode about cheating. being a babys father.
these DNA and lie tests are quite funny actually.
sometimes i wish i could run a lie test on a certain someone.
these people get so twore up.
they shouldn't even be there in the 1st place.
such a dramatic show,
and yet i still watch it and like it.
haha.
does anyone else?