doode

so 2dy..what i shared..its alot to be thinkin bout..it was so much responsability to hear and to deal wit. i juz couldnt live wit this burden on my shoulders. im not sure if the fam is mad @ me cuz Jerry denys it and i guess i started "drama" ; this is wha ti was affraid of.. whatever

and my phn is done. dead. wont charge. nun. so i hv my bf's phn. sry if u text me, i cant answer.. im guna get a temporary hold over phn 2mro i think or mayb this wkend. idk. buh this sucks cuz my phns my life. damn!

AAAAAANNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDD i still gota do stupid ass Chemistry HW.. bye!!!

hmm,

so i nvr see my mom nemore.
when im @ skewl, shes cleaning the house.
when im hm, she has to go to work.
if we are around each other, we are busy.
she had a wk off 4m work right.. buh she hada spend it @ my gma's mostly cuz my gma juz sergery.
so i didnt see her much.
we did get 1 dy 2gether though.. the dy i wa suspended.
so it takes suspension to spend time wit her.
this sucks,
cuz if u rly know me;
i am a MOMMY'S girl!!

stupid cunt

i hate her. she suspended me cuz i called her a bitch.
she deserves it.
she broke my phone.
taking it cuz i was using it as a mirror for my contact,
but she wouldn't let me go to the bathroom.
so its her fault i was using it.
but yet she takes it, and puts it in the office.
when it was my 1st offence, shes supposed to keep it.
gah.. i hate her!
she is 1 of the 2 people i hate!
i wish somehting would happen to her.
she singles me out, puts me on blast, and no matter how nice i am to her, shes always so rude back.
gah she needs to get that stick out her ass and get layed or something.
FUCK HER!!!
go die stupid cunt of a teacher..
BTW, i HATE the word CUNT;
but i HATE HER>>>>>>>
so CUNT fits my HATE for HER ... well, PERFECTLY.
FUCK YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugh

i'm so mad. i'm tired of my best friend fuhkin running away, it's BS.
this is the 3rd time she's done this, wit hella ppl lookin fer her.
i hate this, she's retarded.
she has a baby @ hm, and juz takes off.
this time she left her mom stranded, and as usual.. turned off her phn
WTF is she thinkin?!
she tells me all this shiett
buh then when they talk..
she gets upset;
so its like what she told me bout em is a fricken lie
make uhp yer damn mind and GROW UHP!
stop bein a lil girl and runnin away
seriously.
WTF.. ugh, whatever.
idk where u are now, buh i know u let him be wit u. hes wit u. u guys slept 2gether in a car last night.
where are u now?
no 1 knows.
yer daughters @ hm.
u cause every1 this drama when uc ould juzt alk it out
get yer fuhckin mind straight dumb ass girl!

omg

so i just read Cupcake Lovers blog and that made my day
i absolutely loved what she wrote lmao
jfkdls;ajfkdskfljsakfj dskaljrieowjfkcedn
blahh
i cant even think straight today
not at all
i keep messing up on everything today
names
places
words
problems
and today in Chemistry;
i totally got my phone taken today when i wasnt using it haha. i forgot that i was holding it in my hand and the teacher seen it in my hand..

ohk so

ohk so i have been working my ass off in school.
I currently have

English4-A
Creative Writing-A+
Piano-A
Choir-A
Art-B+
Chemistry-C
_____________
4+4+4+4+3+2=21/6=3.5;
i still want to be higher! i am about to notch up to an A in Art and B- In Chemistry. thatll put me at a 3.8

why is this amazing or interesting u ask? well.. cuz ive nvr had nehtin above a 2.0 in my life, except fer 1ce in like 7th grade i got a 3.0 maybe 6th grade.. idk. but that doesnt matter, now does.
Freshman yr-2.0
Sophomore yr-1.0
Jr yr-1.8
Sr-3.5
see the diff?
i gota strive fer above!!!

so i just finished my outside writing

i did all 6 pgs full of Haikus and theyre all about my bf. i think i spelt Haiku wrong. hah. anyways.. nim listening to Miley Cyrus because my bf's little sis is playing it haha but the song just ended so we are switching it.. just switched it to Demi Lavato; Me, Myself, In Time. i absolutely love this song. sooo last night i had my District Concert and it went great!!!!

ahh

so 2dy my tia is comin over who i hvnt seen since i was 3 and my mom in 15yrs. its her early suprise bdy present and shes @ work right now. i juz got done cleanin the house and im gettin ready right now. when my mom comes hm 4m work my tia will be here and its guna be great.. on my nxt post ill say how well it went!